i don't hate you. i don't hate you at all. in fact you're probably the person i miss the most. Although, you are the one that caused me the most pain. you know, our relationship wasn't the best one out there, but you were my first love. you were my first everythings. we were together for about 3 years and i thought we were gonna be together forever haha. i know i wasn't the greatest girlfriend in the world. i did pretty messed up things and i'm glad you always toook me back. but i dont know. you said things would be fine, and they didn't turn up so well. we kind of just went about doing our own things. and now we don't talk at all. it was all or nothing with you.it was either i had you or i didn't have you. i couldn't talk to you/see you cuz i knew i was gonna come running back to you. all the pain i went thru for you was worth it i guess. but you and i didn't even stay together, so ionoo. i'm sorry for everything that i did and everything that happened. just know that i acknowledged everything you did for me and i'm grateful for that. i still love you, but not in that way. you seem to be doing good now, i'm glad. i'll be waiting for that day when you and i can talk again. it won't be the same, but i can't wait til i talk to you again. i miss you dearly ray. i love you. it's good to know that we both moved on.
love, sarah
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